|The Big Bean. Lol.|
|Gemma, Glen and myself|
|Vic, Gemma, Glen, Grace and myself|
I got home on Tuesday night. Yesterday was a tough first full day back. I thought I was through with the crying!!! So I kept myself busy. I had to go to see my plastics nurse, as the medical supply store had ordered the wrong surgical vest for me and she wanted to see if I could get away with using that one. I can't, so I've got to go back tonight to exchange it for the one I had asked for. Then I spent some time with Ger and my God-son, Dylan. Went for bubble tea, and OMG, can Dylan make me laugh! Ger and I don't get to see each other as often as we'd like, but we're always there for one another, no matter what. Friends like that are few and far between, not sure where I'd be without her.
|Dylan in his Spiderman pajamas|
I honestly don't know where I would be without my friends and family. Not only have they all been there for me as I grieved my diagnosis, but they are also there for me as I grieve the loss of a relationship; Jon and I broke up. If it weren't for them, I probably would still be living in my bedroom. I don't take break-ups well, especially not this one. It was in limbo for almost a week, with failed attempts to reach him and not knowing if I'd ever hear from him again. For that week, I couldn't get out of bed and I didn't eat... and I probably would still be there right now if it weren't for my sister in law, my cousin and my friends. They reminded me that I have more reasons to get out of bed than reasons to stay in bed.
Don't know where I'd be without you guys.
Today I am looking forward to spending some more time with Ger, and then dinner with some friends from high school. It's gonna be a good day. ♥